A.O.A. How do you do?
I have commited gunah-e-kabeera. (major sin)  I was in a relationship with a guy, not completely but he XXXXXXX, touch and kissed me. (no intercourse) I loved him, but he used me. when i said him for marriage, he denied and asked me to go away. i am feeling guilty now, why would it happened with me? what do i do now? my mind is shattering as all doors are closed for me. But i believe, Allah will forgive me, and accept my apology. Please tell me proper way. can i start a job in multinational company? how can i get rid of this guilt, please help me….

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I am fine with the grace of Allah. ( Did you send a similar question prior with different wording?!)

1) Kindly view

2) Kindly share the details of this multinational company for us to share more information regarding our opinion relating to it.

Allah Certainly Knows Best.